April 24, 2023
"Pro Tip: Nobody's Perfect"
Jimmy and Annette discuss the fact that nobody is perfect. Life is messy. We are messy. This is why we must understand that grace is our greatest hope for authentically living up in a down world.
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This is Jimmy Internet and we are living up in a down world.
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We are coming to you this morning, barely morning, actually it's literally afternoon,
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about two minutes.
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We are coming to you live and in person and in my pajamas.
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This is Monday, usually on Monday we take our Sabbath.
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Sometimes we don't even make the bed on Mondays.
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I said that out loud.
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Our kids are going to fall over if they hear this.
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Nobody should be coming over.
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It's a Sabbath.
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It's a Sabbath.
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We're supposed to rest.
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It's a rest day, it's a recovery day because Sundays are always crazy, amazing, brutal.
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Yesterday was really long.
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But it was good because we had two services and then we had an event.
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Membership class.
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Yeah, membership class right after the service.
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So that's just like you're on from the second you get there.
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And then the night before we went out with a bunch of people.
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What were we thinking?
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What were we thinking?
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Why did I say yes to that?
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It was actually a lot of fun.
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It was.
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But Saturday nights are really hard for us.
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We didn't get, because there were storms in the area too and we were dodging those.
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The best was driving back.
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It took us, I guess we didn't get to bed until after midnight.
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Which is a big no-no for us on Saturday night.
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On a Saturday night when you have to get up at what time.
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We're not exactly party animals.
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So we had a great time.
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Great people though.
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And you know, it was such a reminder that we get to do life with people.
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That's what living up in a down world is all about.
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It's finding the good in everything and saying, wow, this is a great moment.
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I need to capture that in my mind.
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I took some pictures while we were there.
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But just the people that we were with, they all attend our church.
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There were 16 of us total.
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16 of us.
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Which is amazing that you can get 16 people to commit to an evening out.
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No kidding.
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And they were fun.
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This is a fun group of people that, they're life lovers.
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Most of them are on the edge of retirement or semi-retired.
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And they're just, they're in this really good place in life.
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And they meet together a lot as a group.
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Like a connect group.
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They have a group of other people that they meet with.
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Just to talk about the Bible.
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Do life together.
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Have fun together.
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And so they invited us into their world.
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And we just had such a great time.
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In the middle of that, I had a moment where it was really loud.
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We were in this restaurant out in Utopia, Texas.
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Which is really cool.
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Seven days of Utopia.
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Seven days in Utopia.
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Yes, that's where the movie was filmed.
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Was in that town.
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In that little town with Robert Duvall.
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But it's a neat place.
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And it's a beautiful part of the Hill Country.
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And that's where we live in the middle of the Hill Country.
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It's about an hour and a half, near a two hour drive over there.
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But it's so beautiful.
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And it's this restaurant.
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And this lady is a chef who's trained in Paris and all these high places.
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And she makes amazing food.
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Farm to table type stuff.
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The whole place is beautiful.
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You drive up and you're like, oh wow.
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This is paradise.
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And so we had a great time.
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We all went together.
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We rented a bus.
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It was like a big limousine.
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Because you didn't just sit.
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You faced each other when you were sitting.
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Right, right.
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So you could talk the whole way and engage.
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We offered drinks and snacks.
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It was great.
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It was really neat.
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It was neat.
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What a great way to go out with a bunch of friends.
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And so anyway, we did that.
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And in the middle of all that, I had a moment where I'm sitting there.
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I've been having these engaging conversations.
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It's loud.
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It's raucous.
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Because it's just good people having a good time.
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And I just had that moment.
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Jesus would literally, if He was here in the flesh in person,
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He would literally be in the middle of this.
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He sure would.
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He would be enjoying this.
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It reminded me of how Jewish people do life together.
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They wine and dine.
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They have fun.
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They're jovial.
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They're loud.
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They are loud.
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You think they're always mad at each other the way they talk to each other.
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That's just their nature.
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That's their nature.
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That Eastern way.
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And I just had that moment.
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And of course, as I was thinking, and I said, but you are here.
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You're literally here in the middle of all this.
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But if you were alive and in person, He would have been right in the middle of that.
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Right.
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And Tina and Adam joined us as well.
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And of course, we're all talking to Adam.
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And he's telling lots of amazing stories, as he always does.
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That brother is fascinating.
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He is.
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And by the end of the evening, he literally had very little voice.
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And I was worried for him.
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Which is not good for the pod father to lose his voice.
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No, that's how he makes a living, much like you.
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We both make a living with our mouths.
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So I was worried because the next day he's doing his No Agenda podcast.
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Huge podcast.
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Three hours long of just talking.
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And I was worried for him.
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I was too.
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I was praying for him.
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And I was concerned for him.
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I reached out to him after the show.
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And he had pressed through.
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I was OK.
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I haven't listened.
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I want to hear it.
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I want to pull it up to see what his voice sounds like.
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But speaking of Adam and Tina Curry, just one quick boost to our friends.
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He is the pod father.
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He invented podcasting 18, 19 years ago with another guy.
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And he's the reason why anybody has a podcast.
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Millions of people have podcasts now.
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Because of him.
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And it's because he had a dream.
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He had a vision of what it could be to make a platform where people could have a voice.
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And what I love about Adam is he continues to dream.
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And he has more dreams that he's releasing to us little by little.
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And it's interesting.
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I'm really excited to see what God's going to do with him.
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Because his dreams are changing.
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I saw the eye of the tiger when he was telling us about it.
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I'm like something's going to happen.
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Because he's got to fix on something.
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And he really feels the Lord's leading him in this.
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And man, I'm excited to be on the journey with him and see how that goes.
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But I want to encourage you to check out their podcast, Curry and the Keeper.
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They've been going over a year with that podcast.
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And they're so delightful.
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They're such amazing people to use Tina's word.
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They're lovely people.
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She uses that a lot.
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I think that is beautiful.
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They're lovely.
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I do too.
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I don't think I've ever met anybody that used that word to describe people.
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I've kind of absorbed it in my vocabulary too.
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Tina and I, we spend so much time together that I'm taking some of her vocabulary.
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Because it's so beautiful.
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It really is.
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I have an Adam taking one of your anettisms.
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He said, that's so funny.
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You're so funny.
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Which is what I've said for 30 years.
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The virus has hit.
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We're all starting to settle in.
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That's what happens when you spend a lot of time together.
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And by the way, last week we got to attend the Mercy Me concert.
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That was a great segue, by the way.
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Very smooth.
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You're like a pro.
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I'm learning from the best, Adam Curry and Tina.
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You're looking at me, but you said Adam's name.
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Tina is who I'm really listening to and trying to take notes on how she does it.
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Let's talk about what happened last Sunday.
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We talked a little bit leading up to it in the last show about how Michael Schusner,
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I cannot pronounce his last name.
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I'm sure he'll text you when he hears this.
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He'll be listening to this.
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Michael, he's one of the guitar players, Barry's the other guitar player.
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Michael reached out to me in regards to Adam Curry.
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I won't go into the detail of that.
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But it ended up being they invited us to their concert in San Antonio at the Boeing Tech Center,
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which is a new venue, very cool venue.
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And Micah Tyler was fronting them and Taya, who is from Hillsong.
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She's the one who sings Oceans, so she's known by that.
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So they were the front bands and they did a fabulous job.
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It was really good.
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But there was a whole other level when Mercy Me came on the stage of production
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and sound and sights and Spirit, Holy Spirit was in that place.
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So I'd been in contact with Michael.
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We arranged it.
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As soon as we were done with, we had to wait on Adam because he was doing the No Agenda podcast.
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And he had to finish at five and then we had to get on the road.
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Because it started at seven and they wanted us there early enough so they could visit with us.
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We're going to just hang out backstage, meet some guys.
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I think we got there at 6.20, something like that.
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Worked out perfect though.
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And we're sitting there trying to get in the back parking lot where the buses are parked.
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And security's like, no, no, no.
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I don't see your name on here.
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And we're like, dude, we're with the band.
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Did you feel special?
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I did when Michael came and got us.
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He walked out and saw us.
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And he said, no, no, let them in.
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And it wasn't because he's like, let Adam in.
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Totally about Adam.
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I know that.
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I have no problems with that.
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We were just along for the ride.
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But it was such a sweet ride.
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So anyway, him and then Nathan, the bass player, came out.
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And then Barry, the other guitar player, came out.
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And they're big time fans of Adam and John DeVorek.
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Michael had a t-shirt on that he made.
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He had a t-shirt made, a merch t-shirt that had a Kareem DeVorek.
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He said consulting company or something.
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It was hilarious.
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So hilarious.
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He wore it through the concert.
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He did.
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It was great.
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We got some great pictures of that.
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So we just hang out with those guys and got to know them and had great conversations.
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I have to tell you about Mercy.
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I got to brag on these guys.
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Before I brag on their music, I got to brag on them.
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Those guys, they're the real deal.
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They are genuine.
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They really are.
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They're down to earth.
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They are unpretentious.
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They do not have the superstar.
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They're one of the biggest bands in Christian music.
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They had so much humility.
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Oh, they're just great guys.
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They weren't like I had thought in my head could happen.
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I didn't think they'd be that way.
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I really didn't.
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We lived in Nashville.
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We've been around a lot of that.
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But I've seen some.
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But I didn't know.
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I never saw that on them.
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It was really, they were beautiful.
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I mean, it was just amazing.
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Scott Brickell, if you ever saw the movie, I can only imagine.
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It's about Bartmiller, the lead singer's life in the band and how they got started.
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It's a beautifully made movie.
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It is so well done.
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And Scott Brickell is the Nashville manager that found them and discovered them.
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And Trey Atkins played him.
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Trace Atkins.
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I can see why Trace Atkins played him.
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I can too.
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Scott looks like Trace Atkins.
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I was dumbfounded when I saw him.
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He's got the big ponytail.
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He's got the look.
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Intimidating look.
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Almost five-three.
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He was with them from the beginning.
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He's still with them.
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Then Michael walked us out to our seats.
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Took Tina and I and Adam to go pick out any merchandise we wanted.
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Get as much as you want.
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He said we couldn't do that.
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And he connected with you.
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waiting for the next show to come on and just had the most beautiful visit with Daniel
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about grace, about the message and life of grace
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and understanding the new covenant life that Jesus talks about.
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That most of us don't have a clue what Jesus really did for us.
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How much the highest price bought the highest thing is our freedom.
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Not religion, but freedom and relationship.
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So Daniel and I going back and forth, it's like we're brothers from another mother moment
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where it's like, we've got to get time together somehow, so we're going to figure that out.
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But anyway, then the show came on.
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Oh my gosh, they just killed it with the production.
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The production factor is so high.
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My favorite was them sitting around.
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Was it a fake fire or was it?
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There's a fire ring that looked real.
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They're sitting on little benches and they're doing a total acoustic moment.
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That was my favorite part of the whole concert.
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So the whole time, what was neat was to see 3,500.
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It was a sellout.
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Which they could have gone to a lot bigger venue.
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And Michael told me later that the San Antonio crowd was one of the best crowds on the tour.
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Just the energy, the engagement.
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I got goosebumps talking about it because I get emotional talking about it
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because when I see 3,500 people worshiping God together,
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there is something that is special about that and powerful.
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Well, I did a little bit because of them.
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But there really was an element of worship.
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And Bart Millard is such a great front guy because he's just very relaxed.
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He understands grace.
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Almost every song they write now is about grace and the power of grace.
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Explain grace.
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Grace is...so my professor, one of my favorite professors, Dr. Frankie Rainey,
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said grace is, and he used an acronym, God's riches at Christ's expense.
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So that Jesus paid the highest price for the greatest riches.
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What does that mean for us?
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It means this.
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Grace is God's power.
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It's God's strength.
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It's God's ability.
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It's God's authority.
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And God's favor.
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And God's favor on our lives.
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It's not just unmerited favor, although it is, but if you ask most people,
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what is grace?
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Oh, that's God's unmerited favor.
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We'll define that.
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You get a blank stare.
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I don't know what that is, right.
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Because they've just heard that over and over.
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It's part of our Christianese that we have.
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But it really means you've got authority, power, favor, enablement.
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If it's just unmerited favor, Jesus didn't need unmerited favor.
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He was sinless.
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And grace is power.
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It says that when the apostles were working miracles, it says,
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and great grace was upon them.
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That's not unmerited favor.
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It's actually an empowerment for miracles.
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So grace is a whole lot more.
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We have the empowerment to not sin.
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I mean, we sin, obviously.
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But I love what you said, and I've been with you 30 years,
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so I've heard this, that we're not sinners.
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We're saints who occasionally sin.
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through the Holy Spirit.
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That is what grace is.
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It's the power to overcome sin.
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It doesn't have to rule and reign in our life.
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We literally can get above that.
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The Bible says that sin shall no longer be your master.
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I don't want to say it and sound weird,
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but it's almost like being born again, again.
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Because you do, you receive Christ, you get saved.
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Depending on what kind of church you're in
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and the theological stream they are,
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sometimes we can get saved by grace through faith,
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Ephesians 2-10, but then we end up in legalism
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and rule following.
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And I grew up, because I'm a rule follower,
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and everything is used to...
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Well, everything used to be so black and white,
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and I had to do everything exactly like it was said.
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okay, God said we can't do this, we can't do this.
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Right, right.
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Old covenant.
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That's called.
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Yes.
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because I was always, oh Lord, please forgive me,
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because I let you down.
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I messed up again.
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where we should be, obviously.
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I was living down in a down world.
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if that's what it's about?
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Where it's just, you're dragging your faith
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and your Christianity around like a ball and chain.
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Well, I was trying to please Him,
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because I always wanted to please my family
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that I grew up in.
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So here's another way to say that.
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You learned performance.
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You were performing.
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I was performing.
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You were trying to score brownie points.
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and living my life out of gratitude for what He's done.
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What a difference.
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Man, to live a grateful life, that's living up in a down world.
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It is.
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When you're grateful, and when you can find in any situation,
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which is a high valley, I mean a high mountain or a low valley,
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you can find good.
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You can see the good in it.
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You can see the gold in the hills.
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Which brings me to your message yesterday.
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You started a new series called No Perfect People Allowed.
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Which, you know, you've been saying this for seven years in our church.
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And we have an invisible sign.
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We always ask people, what does it say?
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And I love when they repeat back.
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I wish they would wait to put that on the screen so that...
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I know, they did a cheat sheet.
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Yeah, it's like, alright, come on.
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Because I have this thing I do where I go, alright everyone,
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what does that sign say on the wall over there?
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Of course there's no sign over there, but we've done this so long.
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And everyone yells out, No Perfect People Allowed.
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that's what this is about.
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I really feel God's grace and favor on this series.
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I had planned to do this a while back,
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and then I noticed that Pastor Robert Morris at Gateway Church
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was doing a series called Divinely Human,
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which is basically the same thing.
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It's the same thing.
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We're both divine.
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We have the Elohim element in us, the image of God.
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But we also are human.
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So we have both, and we are partakers, or part-takers.
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We take part of it, because right now we see in part, prophesy in part, all that.
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But there will be a day when we will be known, and we will fully know.
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It's going to be glorious.
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And that's all about the heaven piece that we talked about.
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So if you're listening today, first of all, welcome to the broadcast.
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We're so glad you're here.
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Our heart for you, and the only reason we're doing this,
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is because we want to encourage you, whoever you may be.
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This may be the first time you've ever listened to us,
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and you're going, Oh, they're going down the Jesus thing.
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Yeah, we are. That's who we are. And we're going to be who we are.
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That's who we live our life for.
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I want to encourage you, if you have not ever engaged Christianity,
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to even look at it, because you might have had a bad experience.
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Because sometimes Christians can be knuckleheads.
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Really?
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Just say it like it is. We can be dorks, where people get hurt.
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But that's the divinely human piece.
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No perfect people allowed.
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And I want to help you understand, if you ever meet anyone who's a Christian,
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and they're coming off as perfect, just know they're not telling the truth.
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We all struggle. Right now we see in part, we know in part.
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Run, forest, run.
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I love that. Jenny. But anyway, I love that movie.
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So I started down that track yesterday.
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And I love how you started it with your story.
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I told the story of my divorce, again, which I've told several times.
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I didn't get into all the details.
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But I had to have my own grace awakening.
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Yes, you did.
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Because when you're standing there, when you're in your last two semesters
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of your graduate degree, your seminary degree,
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you're already on staff at a church, you just got promoted to full-time,
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and it looks like things are going really good.
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And then the bottom drops out.
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Literally everything falls off.
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That is life. It never drops out at the right time. Hello.
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Yeah, it was not convenient. It was not a good time.
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You could have waited a year and a half.
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Not even a year and a half, another year I would have finished right then.
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So I ended up having to go back to my campus,
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and I call it the Walk of Shame,
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where I had to go to all my professors and say,
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I don't know if I can stay. My wife just left me.
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Did they encourage you to stay, or did they say,
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you need to do what you need to do?
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00:21:34,000 --> 00:21:35,000
No, they were great.
515
00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:38,000
Every one of them were so kind and so gracious.
516
00:21:38,000 --> 00:21:41,000
And they referred me to a counseling program there at the school.
517
00:21:41,000 --> 00:21:46,000
They have a huge counseling department there at Southwestern Seminary in Fort Worth.
518
00:21:46,000 --> 00:21:49,000
And they said, look, you get free counseling. Go over.
519
00:21:49,000 --> 00:21:52,000
And I went over there, and they got me right in,
520
00:21:52,000 --> 00:21:57,000
and I sat down with a guy, and man, he just walked me through some basic things
521
00:21:57,000 --> 00:21:59,000
and gave me some perspective.
522
00:21:59,000 --> 00:22:02,000
And it was great, and it was gracious.
523
00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:05,000
And what you didn't tell the church, which, you know, we have a lot of new people.
524
00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:06,000
Right.
525
00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:10,000
But we'll say it here, is your church did a vote.
526
00:22:10,000 --> 00:22:14,000
What happens in the Baptist church? The elders do a vote.
527
00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:16,000
It wasn't the elders, it was the whole church.
528
00:22:16,000 --> 00:22:17,000
The whole church, sorry.
529
00:22:17,000 --> 00:22:20,000
It's called a vote of confidence. They call it a special meeting.
530
00:22:20,000 --> 00:22:22,000
I didn't know it was a whole church.
531
00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:25,000
It has to be like the Salem witch trials.
532
00:22:25,000 --> 00:22:26,000
Oh my gosh.
533
00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:29,000
Burn witch, burn witch. That's how you feel.
534
00:22:29,000 --> 00:22:31,000
But they do a vote of confidence.
535
00:22:31,000 --> 00:22:34,000
A vote of confidence. Gosh, can you imagine getting a no?
536
00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:37,000
Just to let you know, if you're going to get to stay as a pastor,
537
00:22:37,000 --> 00:22:39,000
or if you're out because you're going through the...
538
00:22:39,000 --> 00:22:42,000
It was brutal. I almost quit before they did that,
539
00:22:42,000 --> 00:22:47,000
because I thought, I can't take another humiliation, another rejection.
540
00:22:47,000 --> 00:22:48,000
No.
541
00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:49,000
Because already, it was like...
542
00:22:49,000 --> 00:22:50,000
I can't even imagine.
543
00:22:50,000 --> 00:22:52,000
I felt like I had the scarlet letter on my head already.
544
00:22:52,000 --> 00:22:54,000
Here I am a pastor.
545
00:22:54,000 --> 00:22:57,000
And the ministry was fruitful. Our student ministry had exploded.
546
00:22:57,000 --> 00:23:00,000
You did have some deacons in the church.
547
00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:01,000
You had mentioned that...
548
00:23:01,000 --> 00:23:03,000
Deacons, yeah. They weren't elders. They were deacons.
549
00:23:03,000 --> 00:23:05,000
They were very...
550
00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:07,000
They were a little bit mean, I'll just put it that way.
551
00:23:07,000 --> 00:23:09,000
They didn't care for you that much.
552
00:23:09,000 --> 00:23:11,000
But I have to be honest, I was pretty edgy.
553
00:23:11,000 --> 00:23:13,000
Well, you are a little edgy.
554
00:23:13,000 --> 00:23:15,000
Yeah, well, I wasn't raised in church.
555
00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:17,000
So I didn't know all the right things to say and do.
556
00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:20,000
So here I am, this young youth minister.
557
00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:23,000
But let me just say, the youth ministry was thriving.
558
00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:25,000
Things were going great.
559
00:23:25,000 --> 00:23:27,000
And then when the wheels fell off,
560
00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:31,000
I thought, these guys are going to crucify me, these deacons.
561
00:23:31,000 --> 00:23:32,000
And they didn't.
562
00:23:32,000 --> 00:23:33,000
And they didn't.
563
00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:34,000
They showed me grace.
564
00:23:34,000 --> 00:23:37,000
And they said, we want you to stay.
565
00:23:37,000 --> 00:23:39,000
The whole church voted for you to stay.
566
00:23:39,000 --> 00:23:40,000
They did.
567
00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:42,000
But you said, I can't.
568
00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:44,000
I thanked them that night.
569
00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:46,000
I went back to where I was staying.
570
00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:48,000
I'm glad you didn't, because you wouldn't have moved to Lubbock
571
00:23:48,000 --> 00:23:50,000
and we would not have met.
572
00:23:50,000 --> 00:23:51,000
No, it all worked out.
573
00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:53,000
God, it all works together for good, right?
574
00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:56,000
So I prayed for that week.
575
00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:58,000
I met with my pastor, who was wonderful,
576
00:23:58,000 --> 00:24:00,000
Pastor Don Longoria, if you ever hear this.
577
00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:01,000
You're still friends with him.
578
00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:02,000
Just know I love you.
579
00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:07,000
And we'll never forget how you showed grace to me as a young man
580
00:24:07,000 --> 00:24:08,000
and as a friend.
581
00:24:08,000 --> 00:24:12,000
You were gracious to me, and you were gracious to my ex-wife, too.
582
00:24:12,000 --> 00:24:14,000
You did the right thing in everything.
583
00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:15,000
And so thank you.
584
00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:20,000
If you ever hear this, I love you and appreciate you and value you.
585
00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:25,000
So the next week, I really felt like I don't think I can stay and heal.
586
00:24:25,000 --> 00:24:27,000
I had been there for four years.
587
00:24:27,000 --> 00:24:29,000
So her and I had so many friends in the church.
588
00:24:29,000 --> 00:24:30,000
It's a small, small town.
589
00:24:30,000 --> 00:24:31,000
Yeah, small town.
590
00:24:31,000 --> 00:24:32,000
Everybody knows you.
591
00:24:32,000 --> 00:24:34,000
It would not have been a great deal.
592
00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:37,000
I think it would have prolonged my healing,
593
00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:39,000
and I needed to get on the road to recovery.
594
00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:44,000
Yes, because God needed to you to meet me at the end of that year.
595
00:24:44,000 --> 00:24:45,000
That's exactly right.
596
00:24:45,000 --> 00:24:49,000
The next Sunday, I got up, and I tendered my resignation and just wept.
597
00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:51,000
How was the church?
598
00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:54,000
What was the response of the church when you did that?
599
00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:56,000
Oh, family.
600
00:24:56,000 --> 00:25:00,000
It was like somebody being deployed overseas
601
00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:02,000
and not knowing if you'll ever see them again.
602
00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:08,000
It was just hugs and love, and they were just gracious and beautiful, lots of tears.
603
00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:10,000
That was hard.
604
00:25:10,000 --> 00:25:11,000
Wow.
605
00:25:11,000 --> 00:25:12,000
That was hard.
606
00:25:12,000 --> 00:25:14,000
I actually thought I would be there a long time.
607
00:25:14,000 --> 00:25:16,000
I fell in love with our little community.
608
00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:18,000
You talked about it to me for years.
609
00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:19,000
I've never aspired for big stuff.
610
00:25:19,000 --> 00:25:20,000
I'm just not that guy.
611
00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:21,000
No, you never have.
612
00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:22,000
I'm not ambitious.
613
00:25:22,000 --> 00:25:24,000
So I've never chased big things.
614
00:25:24,000 --> 00:25:26,000
I've just chased God things.
615
00:25:26,000 --> 00:25:29,000
And if it's in a smaller town, a smaller church, I'm great with that.
616
00:25:29,000 --> 00:25:31,000
I just want to be in the center of God's will.
617
00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:32,000
No matter where it is.
618
00:25:32,000 --> 00:25:34,000
Not in building my kingdom or build His.
619
00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:37,000
And God's been so gracious through the years.
620
00:25:37,000 --> 00:25:40,000
So here we are, and then we meet after that.
621
00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:42,000
So I want to move away from that.
622
00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:45,000
So I told that story, just not all the details, but I told that story.
623
00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:50,000
And when you went to that Bible?
624
00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:52,000
So yeah, here's, let me land the plane on this story.
625
00:25:52,000 --> 00:25:57,000
So I go to the Baptist bookstore, which is called Lifeway there
626
00:25:57,000 --> 00:25:59,000
on the edge of the seminary campus.
627
00:25:59,000 --> 00:26:03,000
I walk in the store, there's thousands of books in the store, thousands.
628
00:26:03,000 --> 00:26:08,000
And it's where you did all your books, buying for classes, and then everything else.
629
00:26:08,000 --> 00:26:10,000
So it's a full large store.
630
00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:14,000
I walk in and I'm thinking, I need to find a book.
631
00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:15,000
But I had no idea what.
632
00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:16,000
I didn't talk to anybody.
633
00:26:16,000 --> 00:26:18,000
Nobody had given you any indication?
634
00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:25,000
I just walked in and I looked at one of the first shelves or ranks of books I came to.
635
00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:29,000
There was a book, however, once in a while you walk in, people have pulled them out
636
00:26:29,000 --> 00:26:31,000
and they don't put them back in, they just set them there.
637
00:26:31,000 --> 00:26:35,000
There was one sitting there facing me on the bottom shelf too.
638
00:26:35,000 --> 00:26:37,000
And I just walked in and noticed it.
639
00:26:37,000 --> 00:26:42,000
And it was a book by Chuck Swindoll called The Grace Awakening.
640
00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:45,000
And when I read that book, it set me free.
641
00:26:45,000 --> 00:26:46,000
It changed your life.
642
00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:47,000
It changed my life.
643
00:26:47,000 --> 00:26:51,000
So you were talking about grace long before others.
644
00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:55,000
Oh, I was a grace guy long before grace was turned into a cool…
645
00:26:55,000 --> 00:26:59,000
But you were a…there are some grace messages, I just have to say this,
646
00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:03,000
that have gone way too far and they don't have grace for people who don't.
647
00:27:03,000 --> 00:27:05,000
Yeah, sometimes grace people can be ungracious.
648
00:27:05,000 --> 00:27:06,000
They can.
649
00:27:06,000 --> 00:27:09,000
And so you've never been there.
650
00:27:09,000 --> 00:27:15,000
You've always been gracious towards everyone and yourself even.
651
00:27:15,000 --> 00:27:21,000
And so you have a different message, I think, than most of the grace messages we've heard.
652
00:27:21,000 --> 00:27:23,000
I appreciate that.
653
00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:30,000
I think partly because I didn't get the grace message through a teaching or through theory.
654
00:27:30,000 --> 00:27:31,000
Exactly.
655
00:27:31,000 --> 00:27:32,000
That's the difference.
656
00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:33,000
I had to live it.
657
00:27:33,000 --> 00:27:35,000
I had to grab hold of the hymn of Jesus' Karmic.
658
00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:38,000
And you had to dig into the Word about what the Word says.
659
00:27:38,000 --> 00:27:40,000
What does the Bible say?
660
00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:41,000
Yeah, exactly.
661
00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:48,000
It's just like when you lead communion and you talk about this is the new covenant.
662
00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:52,000
That's what Paul said when Jesus was given out the wine.
663
00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:56,000
He said, this is my blood of the new covenant.
664
00:27:56,000 --> 00:27:57,000
Oh, there it is.
665
00:27:57,000 --> 00:27:58,000
That's it.
666
00:27:58,000 --> 00:28:02,000
That one little phrase changed everything.
667
00:28:02,000 --> 00:28:08,000
And we as Americans and Westerners, we don't see that because we don't have a history of law
668
00:28:08,000 --> 00:28:14,000
and the sense of having to live under the 613 rules and all that of the Old Testament, the Old Covenant.
669
00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:16,000
So we don't have that perspective.
670
00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:21,000
But to a Jewish person, for someone to say the new covenant, they're going, what new covenant?
671
00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:23,000
There's only one covenant.
672
00:28:23,000 --> 00:28:25,000
Well, actually, there was multiple covenants.
673
00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:27,000
Noah's covenant, Moses, Abraham.
674
00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:33,000
There were covenants, but there was the primary covenant, the Levitical, where all the Levitical writings came out of.
675
00:28:33,000 --> 00:28:35,000
And the laws came out.
676
00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:36,000
That's the law.
677
00:28:36,000 --> 00:28:38,000
And they talk about the covenant. That's what they're talking about.
678
00:28:38,000 --> 00:28:47,000
And for that Jewish person to be introduced to a new covenant, I have to believe that the table, the atmosphere,
679
00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:49,000
the barometric pressure probably changed in that room.
680
00:28:49,000 --> 00:28:51,000
Changed, because they're like, what?
681
00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:53,000
We've never heard of anything like this.
682
00:28:53,000 --> 00:28:57,000
Wait, about that new covenant. You know they were like, what?
683
00:28:57,000 --> 00:29:01,000
And that new covenant meaning Jesus died once for all.
684
00:29:01,000 --> 00:29:06,000
We don't have to go slay an animal.
685
00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:07,000
We don't have to.
686
00:29:07,000 --> 00:29:09,000
No more blood has to be spilled.
687
00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:11,000
Sorry, my phone's going off.
688
00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:13,000
So that's like, what?
689
00:29:13,000 --> 00:29:17,000
Now, we don't understand that, because we didn't grow up that way.
690
00:29:17,000 --> 00:29:21,000
We didn't grow up in a Jewish or Eastern culture, so we don't even have a concept of covenants.
691
00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:23,000
We're all about contracts, which are easily broken.
692
00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:25,000
In fact, contracts are almost made to be broken.
693
00:29:25,000 --> 00:29:27,000
You know, we always look for the loopholes.
694
00:29:27,000 --> 00:29:29,000
So that's our culture.
695
00:29:29,000 --> 00:29:31,000
We don't understand the power of covenant.
696
00:29:31,000 --> 00:29:34,000
But as you grow in Christ, hopefully you learn.
697
00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:35,000
You study.
698
00:29:35,000 --> 00:29:39,000
That's why we're supposed to study, to show ourselves approved unto God, the Scripture says.
699
00:29:39,000 --> 00:29:43,000
And so as we study and learn, we find that, oh my gosh,
700
00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:46,000
what Jesus was talking about was a game changer.
701
00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:47,000
It's massive.
702
00:29:47,000 --> 00:29:51,000
It means I no longer have to labor under the rules and regulations.
703
00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:53,000
I'm free to live.
704
00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:57,000
That's the whole point of the new covenant, is free to live.
705
00:29:57,000 --> 00:30:00,000
Again, some people take that to where I can do whatever I want.
706
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:06,000
Well, why would you want to do something that's not good for you or pleasing to God?
707
00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:07,000
Why?
708
00:30:07,000 --> 00:30:09,000
Exactly. It's called a relationship.
709
00:30:09,000 --> 00:30:10,000
Because same thing.
710
00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:16,000
I would never want to do anything that's unpleasing to you or that's going to hurt your and my relationship.
711
00:30:16,000 --> 00:30:18,000
We would never do that intentionally.
712
00:30:18,000 --> 00:30:20,000
We may do that accidentally, because life happens.
713
00:30:20,000 --> 00:30:21,000
Right.
714
00:30:21,000 --> 00:30:22,000
We say we're not perfect.
715
00:30:22,000 --> 00:30:23,000
Caught in a moment.
716
00:30:23,000 --> 00:30:24,000
Right. Exactly.
717
00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:25,000
No perfect people allowed.
718
00:30:25,000 --> 00:30:31,000
So what happens is that people labor under the law, and then you find grace.
719
00:30:31,000 --> 00:30:36,000
And that's what the whole point of grace is, is to realize that whom the Son sets free,
720
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:40,000
the scripture says in John 8.36, is free indeed.
721
00:30:40,000 --> 00:30:43,000
Free. I mean, you are free to live.
722
00:30:43,000 --> 00:30:45,000
Jesus said this in John 10.
723
00:30:45,000 --> 00:30:49,000
The thief comes only except to steal, kill, and destroy.
724
00:30:49,000 --> 00:30:54,000
And then Jesus says this, but I came that you that might have life
725
00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:55,000
and have it to the full.
726
00:30:55,000 --> 00:30:56,000
More abundantly.
727
00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:58,000
More abundantly. Over the top is what it means.
728
00:30:58,000 --> 00:31:01,000
And so Jesus, that's why Jesus came.
729
00:31:01,000 --> 00:31:05,000
So we could live, like we could do, go to a concert with MercyMe,
730
00:31:05,000 --> 00:31:10,000
and just dance and praise and shout and sweat and have fun and meet people.
731
00:31:10,000 --> 00:31:12,000
God was meeting people all around us.
732
00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:16,000
And meet, that's life to the full.
733
00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:21,000
It's going out with a group of 16 people in a big limousine bus
734
00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:27,000
to eat at this amazing place and have great food, great fun,
735
00:31:27,000 --> 00:31:30,000
great fellowship, great drink, great everything,
736
00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:32,000
because we were sharing life.
737
00:31:32,000 --> 00:31:35,000
And that's what Jesus died for.
738
00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:40,000
And to think that God, who is a good Father, would look down on us
739
00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:48,000
and want us to live horrible lives or want us to be depressed and hopeless.
740
00:31:48,000 --> 00:31:51,000
No, the whole point is life to the full,
741
00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:55,000
which means sometimes you have to find that life in a down world.
742
00:31:55,000 --> 00:31:58,000
And that's why we name this, living up in a down world.
743
00:31:58,000 --> 00:32:00,000
You really do have to find it.
744
00:32:00,000 --> 00:32:04,000
Based on John 10, 10 basically, that He came to give us life.
745
00:32:04,000 --> 00:32:07,000
And I'm a champion for it.
746
00:32:07,000 --> 00:32:10,000
Our worship pastor, I love Pastor Russ.
747
00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:13,000
Russ Hearn and Wendy are the most precious people.
748
00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:14,000
They really are.
749
00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:16,000
He says, Jimmy, you're a missionary to the church.
750
00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:20,000
He said, I feel like God's called you to awaken the church
751
00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:22,000
to the life that they're missing.
752
00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:24,000
They may be saved, they may be Christians,
753
00:32:24,000 --> 00:32:27,000
they may attend church and do all the churchy things,
754
00:32:27,000 --> 00:32:29,000
but they still haven't found life in it.
755
00:32:29,000 --> 00:32:32,000
You're here to introduce them to life.
756
00:32:32,000 --> 00:32:34,000
And so, yeah, I'm a positive guy.
757
00:32:34,000 --> 00:32:36,000
I don't just see the bucket half full.
758
00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:38,000
I see it overflowing.
759
00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:42,000
Because I've lost everything.
760
00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:44,000
I know what it's like to be without.
761
00:32:44,000 --> 00:32:47,000
I know what it's like to go through the valley of the shadow.
762
00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:50,000
And you didn't lose everything because you did something wrong.
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You lost everything because you did a lot of right things.
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But this is what happens in a fallen world.
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I mean, we have challenges that come up.
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And for you listening, I mean, every time,
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let me just put it this way, I'll be crass.
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Every time crap happens, you have a choice to make.
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Am I going to let this take me down,
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or am I going to find the good in it?
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Because there's always good in it.
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There's always hope.
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You lose your hope, you've lost everything.
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And so that's one thing I never let go of.
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There's always something to learn in every challenge that we go through.
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Absolutely.
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And I think God allows us.
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He allows things because we live in a fallen world.
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So crap's going to happen.
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Maybe we learn how to forgive one another.
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We learn how to love one another better.
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Even when we've been wronged.
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You know what I'm saying?
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It's not about getting revenge on someone.
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It's about God, okay, I was wronged by these people.
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So how do I handle this?
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And what can I learn from it?
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What can I learn so that I can help others who get damaged by other people
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be able to walk this out?
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00:34:01,000 --> 00:34:04,000
We ask the question, how can I live a higher life?
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Okay, there's only one road, right?
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Everybody says, well, there's a high road and a low road.
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I believe there's only one.
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It's the high road.
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And it hurts sometimes to take the high road because that means you can't take revenge.
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You can't go seek validation for yourself.
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Because the first thing we do when we get hurt, we go rally friends.
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And we want people to tell you, I'm okay.
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You're okay.
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You didn't do anything wrong.
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We do that.
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That's human nature is to rally people for validation.
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But when you take the high road, you have to say, I choose to live above it.
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My reputation gets tarnished because I didn't throw somebody under the bus.
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We had that happen to us in church.
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We had some people leave.
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And people that have been in the church a long time said,
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why didn't you announce to the whole church?
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No, why would we do that?
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What really happened?
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It's none of their business.
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First of all, I'm not going to put anybody down who's left our church,
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whether they were mad or not.
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To me, I look at the bigger picture,
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and that's living up in a down world from a higher perch.
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I grew up two blocks from Texas Tech University in Lubbock.
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And they had their big band field out up against 19th Street.
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And so we drove by it all the time.
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And they had this big tower, like an eagle's nest,
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where the band director, he was up in this massive tower
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so he could look down onto the field and direct the team, which is the band.
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He could direct the team.
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And he had a microphone up there.
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Because he's up there, he can see the whole picture.
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He had a better view. He had a better perspective.
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And so I've chosen, and it's a hard choice sometimes,
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because I want to validate, too.
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I want people to tell me I'm okay.
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I don't want to be blamed or get thrown under the bus
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and then not be able to throw somebody back under the bus.
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But the higher road dictates.
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That's not the way you live a Christian life.
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The higher road dictates you just eat it and keep moving forward.
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You said you love your enemies. You pray for your enemies.
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It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
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I've shared things with friends of mine, especially Tina,
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that out of my hurt, but not to put people down,
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but to say, this is hurt.
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This is my hurt that I'm having to deal with
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because it's a challenge in my life that we have to deal with.
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It's painful.
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00:36:25,000 --> 00:36:29,000
I refuse to let it pull me all the way down.
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I can't live that way.
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So what you do and what we've had to do is we've had to set boundaries
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around our lives because we both live very open lives.
846
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Well, we're in a fishbowl because we're pastors.
847
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We are. That's in so of our kids.
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And so we've just had to live that way.
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00:36:46,000 --> 00:36:49,000
So we've never been real self-protective oriented.
850
00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:52,000
I told about my divorce in church on Sunday,
851
00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:54,000
and I had a guy reach out to me yesterday
852
00:36:54,000 --> 00:36:56,000
and wants to meet and talk to me about it
853
00:36:56,000 --> 00:36:58,000
because he was raised in a different kind of church.
854
00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:00,000
Can you be a pastor when you're divorced?
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00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:02,000
He wasn't mean-spirited about it.
856
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He just wants to visit with you.
857
00:37:04,000 --> 00:37:07,000
I felt myself going, ah, here I was.
858
00:37:07,000 --> 00:37:09,000
I put myself out there to the whole church,
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and then I feel like I kind of got a...
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But I don't think it's that.
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He's a good guy, and I'm not worried.
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00:37:15,000 --> 00:37:17,000
He just came out of a very conservative church background.
863
00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:19,000
He wants to talk about it.
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So I'll talk to him about it.
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I will. I will. We'll open that up.
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But anyway, for you listening,
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first of all, our heart is so for you.
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I know I say it over and over.
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I'm a broken record on this,
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00:37:32,000 --> 00:37:35,000
but it is true because we want you to find joy in the journey.
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00:37:35,000 --> 00:37:37,000
We want you to live up in a down world,
872
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and we want to help you.
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I really appreciate it.
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00:37:41,000 --> 00:37:43,000
I've had some folks write in this last week,
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00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:45,000
and I've written back to them,
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00:37:45,000 --> 00:37:47,000
and it's so good to hear from you.
877
00:37:47,000 --> 00:37:49,000
Go to our website.
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00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:51,000
Downworld.com.
879
00:37:51,000 --> 00:37:53,000
How easy is that?
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00:37:53,000 --> 00:37:55,000
LivingUpInADownWorld.com.
881
00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:57,000
I put my daily devotionals.
882
00:37:57,000 --> 00:37:59,000
I write a devotional every morning.
883
00:37:59,000 --> 00:38:01,000
I've done this for nearly 20 years now.
884
00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:03,000
Maybe it is 20 years.
885
00:38:03,000 --> 00:38:05,000
I keep saying 18 years, four years ago.
886
00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:07,000
Over 20 years, I have written a devotional every morning,
887
00:38:07,000 --> 00:38:09,000
and I post it every morning on social media,
888
00:38:09,000 --> 00:38:11,000
Facebook, Twitter, Instagram,
889
00:38:11,000 --> 00:38:13,000
and then I put it on our website,
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00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:15,000
LivingUpInADownWorld.com.
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00:38:15,000 --> 00:38:17,000
It's under blog.
892
00:38:17,000 --> 00:38:19,000
Just click on blog, and you'll get it every day.
893
00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:21,000
Also, all of our podcasts on there.
894
00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:23,000
By the way, this is podcast number 16.
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00:38:23,000 --> 00:38:25,000
Wow.
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00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:27,000
It just time flies when you're having fun, right?
897
00:38:27,000 --> 00:38:29,000
It sure does.
898
00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:31,000
It is weird to think we've done 16 of these.
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I know.
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How much I've fought you for the first five.
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You were sick.
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00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:39,000
You didn't feel good.
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00:38:39,000 --> 00:38:41,000
By the way, you're gorgeous.
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00:38:41,000 --> 00:38:43,000
You're so sweet.
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00:38:43,000 --> 00:38:45,000
I didn't even introduce Chevy today.
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00:38:45,000 --> 00:38:47,000
Chevy's with us.
907
00:38:47,000 --> 00:38:49,000
He gets so excited.
908
00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:51,000
We sit down to do the podcast.
909
00:38:51,000 --> 00:38:53,000
He's like, oh my God.
910
00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:55,000
We were going to do it yesterday, and you were getting everything ready.
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00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:57,000
He was like a little kid in a candy store waiting.
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00:38:57,000 --> 00:38:59,000
He was so excited.
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00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:01,000
Then I fell asleep.
914
00:39:01,000 --> 00:39:03,000
We were so tired.
915
00:39:03,000 --> 00:39:05,000
I was like, I'm sorry, I just need a little cat nap.
916
00:39:05,000 --> 00:39:07,000
It turned into a long cat nap.
917
00:39:07,000 --> 00:39:09,000
Then you said, let's just do it tomorrow.
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I appreciate that.
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I am going to go walk four miles in just a minute.
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You go, girl. You're on fire.
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00:39:15,000 --> 00:39:17,000
I've got to go get dressed.
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00:39:17,000 --> 00:39:19,000
You take off. I'm going to land the plane on the show.
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I do want to say something to our listeners and thank them.
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I want to thank you for listening.
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00:39:23,000 --> 00:39:25,000
I want to thank you for being with us.
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We so appreciate and so value you.
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00:39:27,000 --> 00:39:29,000
That's why we're doing this podcast.
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00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:31,000
We'd love to hear from you.
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00:39:31,000 --> 00:39:33,000
I don't know what platform you listen to us on.
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00:39:33,000 --> 00:39:35,000
If you would go to Fountain, it's an app.
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00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:37,000
You can get on your phone.
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00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:39,000
Just download the app.
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00:39:39,000 --> 00:39:41,000
Find us on Facebook.
934
00:39:41,000 --> 00:39:43,000
Just download the app.
935
00:39:43,000 --> 00:39:45,000
Find us on Fountain.
936
00:39:45,000 --> 00:39:47,000
If you will listen to us on Fountain, you'll actually earn Satoshis.
937
00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:49,000
I mean, it's an amazing value for value platform.
938
00:39:49,000 --> 00:39:51,000
Podcast 2.0.
939
00:39:51,000 --> 00:39:53,000
It's something Adam Curry invented.
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00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:55,000
What is it?
941
00:39:55,000 --> 00:39:57,000
Brilliant idea.
942
00:39:57,000 --> 00:39:59,000
But what it is basically,
943
00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:01,000
instead of us asking for donations to help us fund this
944
00:40:01,000 --> 00:40:03,000
and resource it,
945
00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:05,000
you can go to Fountain and literally just listen to it
946
00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:07,000
and you'll actually earn Satoshis while you're listening.
947
00:40:07,000 --> 00:40:09,000
Then you can donate those sources to the foundation.
948
00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:11,000
You can donate those sources while you're listening.
949
00:40:11,000 --> 00:40:13,000
Then you can donate those forward.
950
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It really helps us continue this.
951
00:40:15,000 --> 00:40:17,000
We always want to broaden our platform.
952
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Of course, add equipment over time and all that.
953
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We're young and new and starting,
954
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but we're having a ball doing it.
955
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We hope you're encouraged.
956
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If there's any way we can help you, do write us.
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Do write us.
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00:40:29,000 --> 00:40:31,000
I'll write you back personally
959
00:40:31,000 --> 00:40:33,000
because I do want to encourage you.
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Again, it's livingupandadoworld.com.
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Now, I'm also a pastor at Bridge Church
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in Fredericksburg, Texas.
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We have a thriving church
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that's growing and alive with God's Spirit.
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People are learning to live up in a down world
966
00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:47,000
and I'm telling you, you can feel it in the atmosphere.
967
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But we actually put our services online.
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We broadcast, so we would love for you to check it out.
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00:40:51,000 --> 00:40:53,000
It's at
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BridgeFBG.com.
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BridgeFBG.com.
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BridgeFBG.com.
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You can find, even on the front page,
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if you'll scroll down,
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you'll see the services and you can watch our services there.
976
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We're also on YouTube
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and you can find us at
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Bridge Church, Fredericksburg, Texas.
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If you'll just look it up.
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There is a Bridge Church, Virginia.
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Don't go there. It's a different church.
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Bridge Church, Fredericksburg, Texas.
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We have a channel there. All of our messages are online.
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We even keep the worship on there as well
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if you want to enjoy that.
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00:41:25,000 --> 00:41:27,000
Or you can go always fast forward right to
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the message.
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So, no perfect people allowed.
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That's the series we're doing.
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We're going to be talking about that and that night together on the program.
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So, we love you. Have an amazing
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day and an amazing
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week on purpose.
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Keep your buckets filled and go out there
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and leak life and make beautiful
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messes where you go.
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God bless.
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This is Jimmy Internet and we are living up in a down world.
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We are coming to you this morning, barely morning, actually it's literally afternoon,
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about two minutes.
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We are coming to you live and in person and in my pajamas.
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This is Monday, usually on Monday we take our Sabbath.
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Sometimes we don't even make the bed on Mondays.
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I said that out loud.
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Our kids are going to fall over if they hear this.
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Nobody should be coming over.
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It's a Sabbath.
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It's a Sabbath.
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We're supposed to rest.
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It's a rest day, it's a recovery day because Sundays are always crazy, amazing, brutal.
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Yesterday was really long.
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But it was good because we had two services and then we had an event.
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Membership class.
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Yeah, membership class right after the service.
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So that's just like you're on from the second you get there.
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And then the night before we went out with a bunch of people.
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What were we thinking?
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What were we thinking?
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Why did I say yes to that?
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Seven days of Utopia.
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He was with them from the beginning.
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He's still with them.
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And just so cool to see how he, as a handler, was around.
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Then Michael walked us out to our seats.
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Then Michael's son.
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Such a sweet kid.
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Took Tina and I and Adam to go pick out any merchandise we wanted.
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Get as much as you want.
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He said we couldn't do that.
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So while I'm waiting on y'all, the road manager, Daniel, comes out.
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Daniel, the road manager, he is such a heart for God.
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He's such a humble guy.
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Please, please connect with him.
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And he connected with you.
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And so while you guys were out getting merch, I was sitting there
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waiting for the next show to come on and just had the most beautiful visit with Daniel
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about grace, about the message and life of grace
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and understanding the new covenant life that Jesus talks about.
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That most of us don't have a clue what Jesus really did for us.
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How much the highest price bought the highest thing is our freedom.
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Not religion, but freedom and relationship.
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So Daniel and I going back and forth, it's like we're brothers from another mother moment
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where it's like, we've got to get time together somehow, so we're going to figure that out.
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But anyway, then the show came on.
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Oh my gosh, they just killed it with the production.
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The production factor is so high.
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My favorite was them sitting around.
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Was it a fake fire or was it?
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There's a fire ring that looked real.
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They're sitting on little benches and they're doing a total acoustic moment.
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That was my favorite part of the whole concert.
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So the whole time, what was neat was to see 3,500.
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It was a sellout.
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Which they could have gone to a lot bigger venue.
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And Michael told me later that the San Antonio crowd was one of the best crowds on the tour.
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Just the energy, the engagement.
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I got goosebumps talking about it because I get emotional talking about it
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because when I see 3,500 people worshiping God together,
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there is something that is special about that and powerful.
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And boy, I didn't expect it to be a worship concert.
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Well, I did a little bit because of them.
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But there really was an element of worship.
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And Bart Millard is such a great front guy because he's just very relaxed.
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He's very comfortable in his skin.
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He understands grace.
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Almost every song they write now is about grace and the power of grace.
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Explain grace.
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Grace is...so my professor, one of my favorite professors, Dr. Frankie Rainey,
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said grace is, and he used an acronym, God's riches at Christ's expense.
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So that Jesus paid the highest price for the greatest riches.
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What does that mean for us?
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It means this.
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Grace is God's power.
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It's God's strength.
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It's God's ability.
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It's God's authority.
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And God's favor.
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And God's favor on our lives.
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It's not just unmerited favor, although it is, but if you ask most people,
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what is grace?
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Oh, that's God's unmerited favor.
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We'll define that.
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You get a blank stare.
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I don't know what that is, right.
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Because they've just heard that over and over.
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It's part of our Christianese that we have.
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But it really means you've got authority, power, favor, enablement.
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If it's just unmerited favor, Jesus didn't need unmerited favor.
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He was sinless.
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And grace is power.
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It says that when the apostles were working miracles, it says,
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and great grace was upon them.
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That's not unmerited favor.
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It's actually an empowerment for miracles.
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So grace is a whole lot more.
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We have the empowerment to not sin.
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I mean, we sin, obviously.
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But I love what you said, and I've been with you 30 years,
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so I've heard this, that we're not sinners.
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We're saints who occasionally sin.
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through the Holy Spirit.
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That is what grace is.
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It's the power to overcome sin.
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It doesn't have to rule and reign in our life.
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We literally can get above that.
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The Bible says that sin shall no longer be your master.
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And that's what grace does.
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And so the message of grace, it's almost like, man,
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I don't want to say it and sound weird,
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but it's almost like being born again, again.
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Because you do, you receive Christ, you get saved.
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Depending on what kind of church you're in
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and the theological stream they are,
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sometimes we can get saved by grace through faith,
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Ephesians 2-10, but then we end up in legalism
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and rule following.
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And I grew up, because I'm a rule follower,
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and everything is used to...
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Well, everything used to be so black and white,
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and I had to do everything exactly like it was said.
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okay, God said we can't do this, we can't do this.
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But I was living an Old Testament Christian life.
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Right, right.
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Not realizing...
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Old covenant.
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Yes.
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That's called.
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Yes.
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And so not realizing that what Jesus had actually done,
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because I was always, oh Lord, please forgive me,
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because I let you down.
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I messed up again.
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And yes, we do need to own up to when we're not up to par
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where we should be, obviously.
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But I wasn't living up in a down world,
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I was living down in a down world.
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Which is brutal.
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Because I was constantly...
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It's like, why do we even need to be saved
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if that's what it's about?
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Exactly.
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Where it's just, you're dragging your faith
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and your Christianity around like a ball and chain.
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Well, I was trying to please Him,
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because I always wanted to please my family
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that I grew up in.
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So here's another way to say that.
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You learned performance.
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You were performing.
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I was performing.
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You were trying to score brownie points.
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Instead of just resting in His love for me no matter what,
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and living my life out of gratitude for what He's done.
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What a difference.
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Man, to live a grateful life, that's living up in a down world.
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It is.
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When you're grateful, and when you can find in any situation,
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which is a high valley, I mean a high mountain or a low valley,
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you can find good.
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You can see the good in it.
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You can see the gold in the hills.
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Which brings me to your message yesterday.
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You started a new series called No Perfect People Allowed.
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Which, you know, you've been saying this for seven years in our church.
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And we have an invisible sign.
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We always ask people, what does it say?
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And I love when they repeat back.
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I wish they would wait to put that on the screen so that...
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I know, they did a cheat sheet.
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Yeah, it's like, alright, come on.
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Because I have this thing I do where I go, alright everyone,
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what does that sign say on the wall over there?
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Of course there's no sign over there, but we've done this so long.
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And everyone yells out, No Perfect People Allowed.
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And so that's how we kicked off the series, just saying,
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that's what this is about.
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I really feel God's grace and favor on this series.
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I had planned to do this a while back,
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and then I noticed that Pastor Robert Morris at Gateway Church
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was doing a series called Divinely Human,
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which is basically the same thing.
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It's the same thing.
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We're both divine.
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We have the Elohim element in us, the image of God.
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But we also are human.
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So we have both, and we are partakers, or part-takers.
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We take part of it, because right now we see in part, prophesy in part, all that.
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But there will be a day when we will be known, and we will fully know.
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It's going to be glorious.
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And that's all about the heaven piece that we talked about.
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So if you're listening today, first of all, welcome to the broadcast.
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We're so glad you're here.
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Our heart for you, and the only reason we're doing this,
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is because we want to encourage you, whoever you may be.
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This may be the first time you've ever listened to us,
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and you're going, Oh, they're going down the Jesus thing.
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Yeah, we are. That's who we are. And we're going to be who we are.
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That's who we live our life for.
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I want to encourage you, if you have not ever engaged Christianity,
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to even look at it, because you might have had a bad experience.
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Because sometimes Christians can be knuckleheads.
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Really?
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Just say it like it is. We can be dorks, where people get hurt.
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But that's the divinely human piece.
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No perfect people allowed.
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And I want to help you understand, if you ever meet anyone who's a Christian,
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and they're coming off as perfect, just know they're not telling the truth.
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We all struggle. Right now we see in part, we know in part.
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Run, forest, run.
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I love that. Jenny. But anyway, I love that movie.
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So I started down that track yesterday.
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And I love how you started it with your story.
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I told the story of my divorce, again, which I've told several times.
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I didn't get into all the details.
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But I had to have my own grace awakening.
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Yes, you did.
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Because when you're standing there, when you're in your last two semesters
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of your graduate degree, your seminary degree,
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you're already on staff at a church, you just got promoted to full-time,
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and it looks like things are going really good.
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And then the bottom drops out.
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Literally everything falls off.
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That is life. It never drops out at the right time. Hello.
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Yeah, it was not convenient. It was not a good time.
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You could have waited a year and a half.
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Not even a year and a half, another year I would have finished right then.
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So I ended up having to go back to my campus,
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and I call it the Walk of Shame,
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where I had to go to all my professors and say,
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I don't know if I can stay. My wife just left me.
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Did they encourage you to stay, or did they say,
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you need to do what you need to do?
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No, they were great.
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Every one of them were so kind and so gracious.
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And they referred me to a counseling program there at the school.
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They have a huge counseling department there at Southwestern Seminary in Fort Worth.
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And they said, look, you get free counseling. Go over.
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And I went over there, and they got me right in,
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and I sat down with a guy, and man, he just walked me through some basic things
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and gave me some perspective.
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And it was great, and it was gracious.
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And what you didn't tell the church, which, you know, we have a lot of new people.
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Right.
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But we'll say it here, is your church did a vote.
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What happens in the Baptist church? The elders do a vote.
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It wasn't the elders, it was the whole church.
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The whole church, sorry.
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It's called a vote of confidence. They call it a special meeting.
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I didn't know it was a whole church.
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It has to be like the Salem witch trials.
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Oh my gosh.
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Burn witch, burn witch. That's how you feel.
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But they do a vote of confidence.
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A vote of confidence. Gosh, can you imagine getting a no?
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Just to let you know, if you're going to get to stay as a pastor,
537
00:22:37,000 --> 00:22:39,000
or if you're out because you're going through the...
538
00:22:39,000 --> 00:22:42,000
It was brutal. I almost quit before they did that,
539
00:22:42,000 --> 00:22:47,000
because I thought, I can't take another humiliation, another rejection.
540
00:22:47,000 --> 00:22:48,000
No.
541
00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:49,000
Because already, it was like...
542
00:22:49,000 --> 00:22:50,000
I can't even imagine.
543
00:22:50,000 --> 00:22:52,000
I felt like I had the scarlet letter on my head already.
544
00:22:52,000 --> 00:22:54,000
Here I am a pastor.
545
00:22:54,000 --> 00:22:57,000
And the ministry was fruitful. Our student ministry had exploded.
546
00:22:57,000 --> 00:23:00,000
You did have some deacons in the church.
547
00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:01,000
You had mentioned that...
548
00:23:01,000 --> 00:23:03,000
Deacons, yeah. They weren't elders. They were deacons.
549
00:23:03,000 --> 00:23:05,000
They were very...
550
00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:07,000
They were a little bit mean, I'll just put it that way.
551
00:23:07,000 --> 00:23:09,000
They didn't care for you that much.
552
00:23:09,000 --> 00:23:11,000
But I have to be honest, I was pretty edgy.
553
00:23:11,000 --> 00:23:13,000
Well, you are a little edgy.
554
00:23:13,000 --> 00:23:15,000
Yeah, well, I wasn't raised in church.
555
00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:17,000
So I didn't know all the right things to say and do.
556
00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:20,000
So here I am, this young youth minister.
557
00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:23,000
But let me just say, the youth ministry was thriving.
558
00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:25,000
Things were going great.
559
00:23:25,000 --> 00:23:27,000
And then when the wheels fell off,
560
00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:31,000
I thought, these guys are going to crucify me, these deacons.
561
00:23:31,000 --> 00:23:32,000
And they didn't.
562
00:23:32,000 --> 00:23:33,000
And they didn't.
563
00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:34,000
They showed me grace.
564
00:23:34,000 --> 00:23:37,000
And they said, we want you to stay.
565
00:23:37,000 --> 00:23:39,000
The whole church voted for you to stay.
566
00:23:39,000 --> 00:23:40,000
They did.
567
00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:42,000
But you said, I can't.
568
00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:44,000
I thanked them that night.
569
00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:46,000
I went back to where I was staying.
570
00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:48,000
I'm glad you didn't, because you wouldn't have moved to Lubbock
571
00:23:48,000 --> 00:23:50,000
and we would not have met.
572
00:23:50,000 --> 00:23:51,000
No, it all worked out.
573
00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:53,000
God, it all works together for good, right?
574
00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:56,000
So I prayed for that week.
575
00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:58,000
I met with my pastor, who was wonderful,
576
00:23:58,000 --> 00:24:00,000
Pastor Don Longoria, if you ever hear this.
577
00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:01,000
You're still friends with him.
578
00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:02,000
Just know I love you.
579
00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:07,000
And we'll never forget how you showed grace to me as a young man
580
00:24:07,000 --> 00:24:08,000
and as a friend.
581
00:24:08,000 --> 00:24:12,000
You were gracious to me, and you were gracious to my ex-wife, too.
582
00:24:12,000 --> 00:24:14,000
You did the right thing in everything.
583
00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:15,000
And so thank you.
584
00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:20,000
If you ever hear this, I love you and appreciate you and value you.
585
00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:25,000
So the next week, I really felt like I don't think I can stay and heal.
586
00:24:25,000 --> 00:24:27,000
I had been there for four years.
587
00:24:27,000 --> 00:24:29,000
So her and I had so many friends in the church.
588
00:24:29,000 --> 00:24:30,000
It's a small, small town.
589
00:24:30,000 --> 00:24:31,000
Yeah, small town.
590
00:24:31,000 --> 00:24:32,000
Everybody knows you.
591
00:24:32,000 --> 00:24:34,000
It would not have been a great deal.
592
00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:37,000
I think it would have prolonged my healing,
593
00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:39,000
and I needed to get on the road to recovery.
594
00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:44,000
Yes, because God needed to you to meet me at the end of that year.
595
00:24:44,000 --> 00:24:45,000
That's exactly right.
596
00:24:45,000 --> 00:24:49,000
The next Sunday, I got up, and I tendered my resignation and just wept.
597
00:24:49,000 --> 00:24:51,000
How was the church?
598
00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:54,000
What was the response of the church when you did that?
599
00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:56,000
Oh, family.
600
00:24:56,000 --> 00:25:00,000
It was like somebody being deployed overseas
601
00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:02,000
and not knowing if you'll ever see them again.
602
00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:08,000
It was just hugs and love, and they were just gracious and beautiful, lots of tears.
603
00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:10,000
That was hard.
604
00:25:10,000 --> 00:25:11,000
Wow.
605
00:25:11,000 --> 00:25:12,000
That was hard.
606
00:25:12,000 --> 00:25:14,000
I actually thought I would be there a long time.
607
00:25:14,000 --> 00:25:16,000
I fell in love with our little community.
608
00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:18,000
You talked about it to me for years.
609
00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:19,000
I've never aspired for big stuff.
610
00:25:19,000 --> 00:25:20,000
I'm just not that guy.
611
00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:21,000
No, you never have.
612
00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:22,000
I'm not ambitious.
613
00:25:22,000 --> 00:25:24,000
So I've never chased big things.
614
00:25:24,000 --> 00:25:26,000
I've just chased God things.
615
00:25:26,000 --> 00:25:29,000
And if it's in a smaller town, a smaller church, I'm great with that.
616
00:25:29,000 --> 00:25:31,000
I just want to be in the center of God's will.
617
00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:32,000
No matter where it is.
618
00:25:32,000 --> 00:25:34,000
Not in building my kingdom or build His.
619
00:25:34,000 --> 00:25:37,000
And God's been so gracious through the years.
620
00:25:37,000 --> 00:25:40,000
So here we are, and then we meet after that.
621
00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:42,000
So I want to move away from that.
622
00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:45,000
So I told that story, just not all the details, but I told that story.
623
00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:50,000
And when you went to that Bible?
624
00:25:50,000 --> 00:25:52,000
So yeah, here's, let me land the plane on this story.
625
00:25:52,000 --> 00:25:57,000
So I go to the Baptist bookstore, which is called Lifeway there
626
00:25:57,000 --> 00:25:59,000
on the edge of the seminary campus.
627
00:25:59,000 --> 00:26:03,000
I walk in the store, there's thousands of books in the store, thousands.
628
00:26:03,000 --> 00:26:08,000
And it's where you did all your books, buying for classes, and then everything else.
629
00:26:08,000 --> 00:26:10,000
So it's a full large store.
630
00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:14,000
I walk in and I'm thinking, I need to find a book.
631
00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:15,000
But I had no idea what.
632
00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:16,000
I didn't talk to anybody.
633
00:26:16,000 --> 00:26:18,000
Nobody had given you any indication?
634
00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:25,000
I just walked in and I looked at one of the first shelves or ranks of books I came to.
635
00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:29,000
There was a book, however, once in a while you walk in, people have pulled them out
636
00:26:29,000 --> 00:26:31,000
and they don't put them back in, they just set them there.
637
00:26:31,000 --> 00:26:35,000
There was one sitting there facing me on the bottom shelf too.
638
00:26:35,000 --> 00:26:37,000
And I just walked in and noticed it.
639
00:26:37,000 --> 00:26:42,000
And it was a book by Chuck Swindoll called The Grace Awakening.
640
00:26:42,000 --> 00:26:45,000
And when I read that book, it set me free.
641
00:26:45,000 --> 00:26:46,000
It changed your life.
642
00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:47,000
It changed my life.
643
00:26:47,000 --> 00:26:51,000
So you were talking about grace long before others.
644
00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:55,000
Oh, I was a grace guy long before grace was turned into a cool…
645
00:26:55,000 --> 00:26:59,000
But you were a…there are some grace messages, I just have to say this,
646
00:26:59,000 --> 00:27:03,000
that have gone way too far and they don't have grace for people who don't.
647
00:27:03,000 --> 00:27:05,000
Yeah, sometimes grace people can be ungracious.
648
00:27:05,000 --> 00:27:06,000
They can.
649
00:27:06,000 --> 00:27:09,000
And so you've never been there.
650
00:27:09,000 --> 00:27:15,000
You've always been gracious towards everyone and yourself even.
651
00:27:15,000 --> 00:27:21,000
And so you have a different message, I think, than most of the grace messages we've heard.
652
00:27:21,000 --> 00:27:23,000
I appreciate that.
653
00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:30,000
I think partly because I didn't get the grace message through a teaching or through theory.
654
00:27:30,000 --> 00:27:31,000
Exactly.
655
00:27:31,000 --> 00:27:32,000
That's the difference.
656
00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:33,000
I had to live it.
657
00:27:33,000 --> 00:27:35,000
I had to grab hold of the hymn of Jesus' Karmic.
658
00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:38,000
And you had to dig into the Word about what the Word says.
659
00:27:38,000 --> 00:27:40,000
What does the Bible say?
660
00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:41,000
Yeah, exactly.
661
00:27:41,000 --> 00:27:48,000
It's just like when you lead communion and you talk about this is the new covenant.
662
00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:52,000
That's what Paul said when Jesus was given out the wine.
663
00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:56,000
He said, this is my blood of the new covenant.
664
00:27:56,000 --> 00:27:57,000
Oh, there it is.
665
00:27:57,000 --> 00:27:58,000
That's it.
666
00:27:58,000 --> 00:28:02,000
That one little phrase changed everything.
667
00:28:02,000 --> 00:28:08,000
And we as Americans and Westerners, we don't see that because we don't have a history of law
668
00:28:08,000 --> 00:28:14,000
and the sense of having to live under the 613 rules and all that of the Old Testament, the Old Covenant.
669
00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:16,000
So we don't have that perspective.
670
00:28:16,000 --> 00:28:21,000
But to a Jewish person, for someone to say the new covenant, they're going, what new covenant?
671
00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:23,000
There's only one covenant.
672
00:28:23,000 --> 00:28:25,000
Well, actually, there was multiple covenants.
673
00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:27,000
Noah's covenant, Moses, Abraham.
674
00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:33,000
There were covenants, but there was the primary covenant, the Levitical, where all the Levitical writings came out of.
675
00:28:33,000 --> 00:28:35,000
And the laws came out.
676
00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:36,000
That's the law.
677
00:28:36,000 --> 00:28:38,000
And they talk about the covenant. That's what they're talking about.
678
00:28:38,000 --> 00:28:47,000
And for that Jewish person to be introduced to a new covenant, I have to believe that the table, the atmosphere,
679
00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:49,000
the barometric pressure probably changed in that room.
680
00:28:49,000 --> 00:28:51,000
Changed, because they're like, what?
681
00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:53,000
We've never heard of anything like this.
682
00:28:53,000 --> 00:28:57,000
Wait, about that new covenant. You know they were like, what?
683
00:28:57,000 --> 00:29:01,000
And that new covenant meaning Jesus died once for all.
684
00:29:01,000 --> 00:29:06,000
We don't have to go slay an animal.
685
00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:07,000
We don't have to.
686
00:29:07,000 --> 00:29:09,000
No more blood has to be spilled.
687
00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:11,000
Sorry, my phone's going off.
688
00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:13,000
So that's like, what?
689
00:29:13,000 --> 00:29:17,000
Now, we don't understand that, because we didn't grow up that way.
690
00:29:17,000 --> 00:29:21,000
We didn't grow up in a Jewish or Eastern culture, so we don't even have a concept of covenants.
691
00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:23,000
We're all about contracts, which are easily broken.
692
00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:25,000
In fact, contracts are almost made to be broken.
693
00:29:25,000 --> 00:29:27,000
You know, we always look for the loopholes.
694
00:29:27,000 --> 00:29:29,000
So that's our culture.
695
00:29:29,000 --> 00:29:31,000
We don't understand the power of covenant.
696
00:29:31,000 --> 00:29:34,000
But as you grow in Christ, hopefully you learn.
697
00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:35,000
You study.
698
00:29:35,000 --> 00:29:39,000
That's why we're supposed to study, to show ourselves approved unto God, the Scripture says.
699
00:29:39,000 --> 00:29:43,000
And so as we study and learn, we find that, oh my gosh,
700
00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:46,000
what Jesus was talking about was a game changer.
701
00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:47,000
It's massive.
702
00:29:47,000 --> 00:29:51,000
It means I no longer have to labor under the rules and regulations.
703
00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:53,000
I'm free to live.
704
00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:57,000
That's the whole point of the new covenant, is free to live.
705
00:29:57,000 --> 00:30:00,000
Again, some people take that to where I can do whatever I want.
706
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:06,000
Well, why would you want to do something that's not good for you or pleasing to God?
707
00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:07,000
Why?
708
00:30:07,000 --> 00:30:09,000
Exactly. It's called a relationship.
709
00:30:09,000 --> 00:30:10,000
Because same thing.
710
00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:16,000
I would never want to do anything that's unpleasing to you or that's going to hurt your and my relationship.
711
00:30:16,000 --> 00:30:18,000
We would never do that intentionally.
712
00:30:18,000 --> 00:30:20,000
We may do that accidentally, because life happens.
713
00:30:20,000 --> 00:30:21,000
Right.
714
00:30:21,000 --> 00:30:22,000
We say we're not perfect.
715
00:30:22,000 --> 00:30:23,000
Caught in a moment.
716
00:30:23,000 --> 00:30:24,000
Right. Exactly.
717
00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:25,000
No perfect people allowed.
718
00:30:25,000 --> 00:30:31,000
So what happens is that people labor under the law, and then you find grace.
719
00:30:31,000 --> 00:30:36,000
And that's what the whole point of grace is, is to realize that whom the Son sets free,
720
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:40,000
the scripture says in John 8.36, is free indeed.
721
00:30:40,000 --> 00:30:43,000
Free. I mean, you are free to live.
722
00:30:43,000 --> 00:30:45,000
Jesus said this in John 10.
723
00:30:45,000 --> 00:30:49,000
The thief comes only except to steal, kill, and destroy.
724
00:30:49,000 --> 00:30:54,000
And then Jesus says this, but I came that you that might have life
725
00:30:54,000 --> 00:30:55,000
and have it to the full.
726
00:30:55,000 --> 00:30:56,000
More abundantly.
727
00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:58,000
More abundantly. Over the top is what it means.
728
00:30:58,000 --> 00:31:01,000
And so Jesus, that's why Jesus came.
729
00:31:01,000 --> 00:31:05,000
So we could live, like we could do, go to a concert with MercyMe,
730
00:31:05,000 --> 00:31:10,000
and just dance and praise and shout and sweat and have fun and meet people.
731
00:31:10,000 --> 00:31:12,000
God was meeting people all around us.
732
00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:16,000
And meet, that's life to the full.
733
00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:21,000
It's going out with a group of 16 people in a big limousine bus
734
00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:27,000
to eat at this amazing place and have great food, great fun,
735
00:31:27,000 --> 00:31:30,000
great fellowship, great drink, great everything,
736
00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:32,000
because we were sharing life.
737
00:31:32,000 --> 00:31:35,000
And that's what Jesus died for.
738
00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:40,000
And to think that God, who is a good Father, would look down on us
739
00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:48,000
and want us to live horrible lives or want us to be depressed and hopeless.
740
00:31:48,000 --> 00:31:51,000
No, the whole point is life to the full,
741
00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:55,000
which means sometimes you have to find that life in a down world.
742
00:31:55,000 --> 00:31:58,000
And that's why we name this, living up in a down world.
743
00:31:58,000 --> 00:32:00,000
You really do have to find it.
744
00:32:00,000 --> 00:32:04,000
Based on John 10, 10 basically, that He came to give us life.
745
00:32:04,000 --> 00:32:07,000
And I'm a champion for it.
746
00:32:07,000 --> 00:32:10,000
Our worship pastor, I love Pastor Russ.
747
00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:13,000
Russ Hearn and Wendy are the most precious people.
748
00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:14,000
They really are.
749
00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:16,000
He says, Jimmy, you're a missionary to the church.
750
00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:20,000
He said, I feel like God's called you to awaken the church
751
00:32:20,000 --> 00:32:22,000
to the life that they're missing.
752
00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:24,000
They may be saved, they may be Christians,
753
00:32:24,000 --> 00:32:27,000
they may attend church and do all the churchy things,
754
00:32:27,000 --> 00:32:29,000
but they still haven't found life in it.
755
00:32:29,000 --> 00:32:32,000
You're here to introduce them to life.
756
00:32:32,000 --> 00:32:34,000
And so, yeah, I'm a positive guy.
757
00:32:34,000 --> 00:32:36,000
I don't just see the bucket half full.
758
00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:38,000
I see it overflowing.
759
00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:42,000
Because I've lost everything.
760
00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:44,000
I know what it's like to be without.
761
00:32:44,000 --> 00:32:47,000
I know what it's like to go through the valley of the shadow.
762
00:32:47,000 --> 00:32:50,000
And you didn't lose everything because you did something wrong.
763
00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:54,000
You lost everything because you did a lot of right things.
764
00:32:54,000 --> 00:32:57,000
But this is what happens in a fallen world.
765
00:32:57,000 --> 00:33:01,000
I mean, we have challenges that come up.
766
00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:03,000
And for you listening, I mean, every time,
767
00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:05,000
let me just put it this way, I'll be crass.
768
00:33:05,000 --> 00:33:08,000
Every time crap happens, you have a choice to make.
769
00:33:08,000 --> 00:33:10,000
Am I going to let this take me down,
770
00:33:10,000 --> 00:33:12,000
or am I going to find the good in it?
771
00:33:12,000 --> 00:33:14,000
Because there's always good in it.
772
00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:16,000
There's always hope.
773
00:33:16,000 --> 00:33:18,000
You lose your hope, you've lost everything.
774
00:33:18,000 --> 00:33:20,000
And so that's one thing I never let go of.
775
00:33:20,000 --> 00:33:24,000
There's always something to learn in every challenge that we go through.
776
00:33:24,000 --> 00:33:26,000
Absolutely.
777
00:33:26,000 --> 00:33:28,000
And I think God allows us.
778
00:33:28,000 --> 00:33:31,000
He allows things because we live in a fallen world.
779
00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:33,000
So crap's going to happen.
780
00:33:33,000 --> 00:33:35,000
Maybe we learn how to forgive one another.
781
00:33:35,000 --> 00:33:38,000
We learn how to love one another better.
782
00:33:38,000 --> 00:33:40,000
Even when we've been wronged.
783
00:33:40,000 --> 00:33:42,000
You know what I'm saying?
784
00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:46,000
It's not about getting revenge on someone.
785
00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:51,000
It's about God, okay, I was wronged by these people.
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So how do I handle this?
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And what can I learn from it?
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What can I learn so that I can help others who get damaged by other people
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be able to walk this out?
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We ask the question, how can I live a higher life?
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Okay, there's only one road, right?
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Everybody says, well, there's a high road and a low road.
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I believe there's only one.
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It's the high road.
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And it hurts sometimes to take the high road because that means you can't take revenge.
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You can't go seek validation for yourself.
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Because the first thing we do when we get hurt, we go rally friends.
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And we want people to tell you, I'm okay.
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You're okay.
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You didn't do anything wrong.
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We do that.
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That's human nature is to rally people for validation.
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But when you take the high road, you have to say, I choose to live above it.
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My reputation gets tarnished because I didn't throw somebody under the bus.
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We had that happen to us in church.
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We had some people leave.
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And people that have been in the church a long time said,
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why didn't you announce to the whole church?
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No, why would we do that?
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What really happened?
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It's none of their business.
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First of all, I'm not going to put anybody down who's left our church,
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whether they were mad or not.
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To me, I look at the bigger picture,
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and that's living up in a down world from a higher perch.
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I grew up two blocks from Texas Tech University in Lubbock.
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And they had their big band field out up against 19th Street.
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And so we drove by it all the time.
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And they had this big tower, like an eagle's nest,
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where the band director, he was up in this massive tower
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so he could look down onto the field and direct the team, which is the band.
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He could direct the team.
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And he had a microphone up there.
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Because he's up there, he can see the whole picture.
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He had a better view. He had a better perspective.
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And so I've chosen, and it's a hard choice sometimes,
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because I want to validate, too.
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I want people to tell me I'm okay.
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I don't want to be blamed or get thrown under the bus
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and then not be able to throw somebody back under the bus.
831
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But the higher road dictates.
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That's not the way you live a Christian life.
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00:35:56,000 --> 00:35:59,000
The higher road dictates you just eat it and keep moving forward.
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00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:02,000
You said you love your enemies. You pray for your enemies.
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00:36:02,000 --> 00:36:05,000
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
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00:36:05,000 --> 00:36:10,000
I've shared things with friends of mine, especially Tina,
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that out of my hurt, but not to put people down,
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00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:17,000
but to say, this is hurt.
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This is my hurt that I'm having to deal with
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because it's a challenge in my life that we have to deal with.
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00:36:23,000 --> 00:36:25,000
It's painful.
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00:36:25,000 --> 00:36:29,000
I refuse to let it pull me all the way down.
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00:36:29,000 --> 00:36:32,000
I can't live that way.
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00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:35,000
So what you do and what we've had to do is we've had to set boundaries
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00:36:35,000 --> 00:36:39,000
around our lives because we both live very open lives.
846
00:36:39,000 --> 00:36:41,000
Well, we're in a fishbowl because we're pastors.
847
00:36:41,000 --> 00:36:43,000
We are. That's in so of our kids.
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00:36:43,000 --> 00:36:46,000
And so we've just had to live that way.
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00:36:46,000 --> 00:36:49,000
So we've never been real self-protective oriented.
850
00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:52,000
I told about my divorce in church on Sunday,
851
00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:54,000
and I had a guy reach out to me yesterday
852
00:36:54,000 --> 00:36:56,000
and wants to meet and talk to me about it
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00:36:56,000 --> 00:36:58,000
because he was raised in a different kind of church.
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00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:00,000
Can you be a pastor when you're divorced?
855
00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:02,000
He wasn't mean-spirited about it.
856
00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:04,000
He just wants to visit with you.
857
00:37:04,000 --> 00:37:07,000
I felt myself going, ah, here I was.
858
00:37:07,000 --> 00:37:09,000
I put myself out there to the whole church,
859
00:37:09,000 --> 00:37:11,000
and then I feel like I kind of got a...
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00:37:11,000 --> 00:37:13,000
But I don't think it's that.
861
00:37:13,000 --> 00:37:15,000
He's a good guy, and I'm not worried.
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00:37:15,000 --> 00:37:17,000
He just came out of a very conservative church background.
863
00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:19,000
He wants to talk about it.
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00:37:19,000 --> 00:37:21,000
So I'll talk to him about it.
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00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:24,000
I will. I will. We'll open that up.
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00:37:24,000 --> 00:37:26,000
But anyway, for you listening,
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first of all, our heart is so for you.
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00:37:28,000 --> 00:37:30,000
I know I say it over and over.
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00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:32,000
I'm a broken record on this,
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00:37:32,000 --> 00:37:35,000
but it is true because we want you to find joy in the journey.
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00:37:35,000 --> 00:37:37,000
We want you to live up in a down world,
872
00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:39,000
and we want to help you.
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00:37:39,000 --> 00:37:41,000
I really appreciate it.
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00:37:41,000 --> 00:37:43,000
I've had some folks write in this last week,
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00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:45,000
and I've written back to them,
876
00:37:45,000 --> 00:37:47,000
and it's so good to hear from you.
877
00:37:47,000 --> 00:37:49,000
Go to our website.
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00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:51,000
Downworld.com.
879
00:37:51,000 --> 00:37:53,000
How easy is that?
880
00:37:53,000 --> 00:37:55,000
LivingUpInADownWorld.com.
881
00:37:55,000 --> 00:37:57,000
I put my daily devotionals.
882
00:37:57,000 --> 00:37:59,000
I write a devotional every morning.
883
00:37:59,000 --> 00:38:01,000
I've done this for nearly 20 years now.
884
00:38:01,000 --> 00:38:03,000
Maybe it is 20 years.
885
00:38:03,000 --> 00:38:05,000
I keep saying 18 years, four years ago.
886
00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:07,000
Over 20 years, I have written a devotional every morning,
887
00:38:07,000 --> 00:38:09,000
and I post it every morning on social media,
888
00:38:09,000 --> 00:38:11,000
Facebook, Twitter, Instagram,
889
00:38:11,000 --> 00:38:13,000
and then I put it on our website,
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00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:15,000
LivingUpInADownWorld.com.
891
00:38:15,000 --> 00:38:17,000
It's under blog.
892
00:38:17,000 --> 00:38:19,000
Just click on blog, and you'll get it every day.
893
00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:21,000
Also, all of our podcasts on there.
894
00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:23,000
By the way, this is podcast number 16.
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00:38:23,000 --> 00:38:25,000
Wow.
896
00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:27,000
It just time flies when you're having fun, right?
897
00:38:27,000 --> 00:38:29,000
It sure does.
898
00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:31,000
It is weird to think we've done 16 of these.
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I know.
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00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:35,000
How much I've fought you for the first five.
901
00:38:35,000 --> 00:38:37,000
You were sick.
902
00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:39,000
You didn't feel good.
903
00:38:39,000 --> 00:38:41,000
By the way, you're gorgeous.
904
00:38:41,000 --> 00:38:43,000
You're so sweet.
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00:38:43,000 --> 00:38:45,000
I didn't even introduce Chevy today.
906
00:38:45,000 --> 00:38:47,000
Chevy's with us.
907
00:38:47,000 --> 00:38:49,000
He gets so excited.
908
00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:51,000
We sit down to do the podcast.
909
00:38:51,000 --> 00:38:53,000
He's like, oh my God.
910
00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:55,000
We were going to do it yesterday, and you were getting everything ready.
911
00:38:55,000 --> 00:38:57,000
He was like a little kid in a candy store waiting.
912
00:38:57,000 --> 00:38:59,000
He was so excited.
913
00:38:59,000 --> 00:39:01,000
Then I fell asleep.
914
00:39:01,000 --> 00:39:03,000
We were so tired.
915
00:39:03,000 --> 00:39:05,000
I was like, I'm sorry, I just need a little cat nap.
916
00:39:05,000 --> 00:39:07,000
It turned into a long cat nap.
917
00:39:07,000 --> 00:39:09,000
Then you said, let's just do it tomorrow.
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00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:11,000
I appreciate that.
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00:39:11,000 --> 00:39:13,000
I am going to go walk four miles in just a minute.
920
00:39:13,000 --> 00:39:15,000
You go, girl. You're on fire.
921
00:39:15,000 --> 00:39:17,000
I've got to go get dressed.
922
00:39:17,000 --> 00:39:19,000
You take off. I'm going to land the plane on the show.
923
00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:21,000
I do want to say something to our listeners and thank them.
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00:39:21,000 --> 00:39:23,000
I want to thank you for listening.
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00:39:23,000 --> 00:39:25,000
I want to thank you for being with us.
926
00:39:25,000 --> 00:39:27,000
We so appreciate and so value you.
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00:39:27,000 --> 00:39:29,000
That's why we're doing this podcast.
928
00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:31,000
We'd love to hear from you.
929
00:39:31,000 --> 00:39:33,000
I don't know what platform you listen to us on.
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00:39:33,000 --> 00:39:35,000
If you would go to Fountain, it's an app.
931
00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:37,000
You can get on your phone.
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00:39:37,000 --> 00:39:39,000
Just download the app.
933
00:39:39,000 --> 00:39:41,000
Find us on Facebook.
934
00:39:41,000 --> 00:39:43,000
Just download the app.
935
00:39:43,000 --> 00:39:45,000
Find us on Fountain.
936
00:39:45,000 --> 00:39:47,000
If you will listen to us on Fountain, you'll actually earn Satoshis.
937
00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:49,000
I mean, it's an amazing value for value platform.
938
00:39:49,000 --> 00:39:51,000
Podcast 2.0.
939
00:39:51,000 --> 00:39:53,000
It's something Adam Curry invented.
940
00:39:53,000 --> 00:39:55,000
What is it?
941
00:39:55,000 --> 00:39:57,000
Brilliant idea.
942
00:39:57,000 --> 00:39:59,000
But what it is basically,
943
00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:01,000
instead of us asking for donations to help us fund this
944
00:40:01,000 --> 00:40:03,000
and resource it,
945
00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:05,000
you can go to Fountain and literally just listen to it
946
00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:07,000
and you'll actually earn Satoshis while you're listening.
947
00:40:07,000 --> 00:40:09,000
Then you can donate those sources to the foundation.
948
00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:11,000
You can donate those sources while you're listening.
949
00:40:11,000 --> 00:40:13,000
Then you can donate those forward.
950
00:40:13,000 --> 00:40:15,000
It really helps us continue this.
951
00:40:15,000 --> 00:40:17,000
We always want to broaden our platform.
952
00:40:17,000 --> 00:40:19,000
Of course, add equipment over time and all that.
953
00:40:19,000 --> 00:40:21,000
We're young and new and starting,
954
00:40:21,000 --> 00:40:23,000
but we're having a ball doing it.
955
00:40:23,000 --> 00:40:25,000
We hope you're encouraged.
956
00:40:25,000 --> 00:40:27,000
If there's any way we can help you, do write us.
957
00:40:27,000 --> 00:40:29,000
Do write us.
958
00:40:29,000 --> 00:40:31,000
I'll write you back personally
959
00:40:31,000 --> 00:40:33,000
because I do want to encourage you.
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00:40:33,000 --> 00:40:35,000
Again, it's livingupandadoworld.com.
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00:40:35,000 --> 00:40:37,000
Now, I'm also a pastor at Bridge Church
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00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:39,000
in Fredericksburg, Texas.
963
00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:41,000
We have a thriving church
964
00:40:41,000 --> 00:40:43,000
that's growing and alive with God's Spirit.
965
00:40:43,000 --> 00:40:45,000
People are learning to live up in a down world
966
00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:47,000
and I'm telling you, you can feel it in the atmosphere.
967
00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:49,000
But we actually put our services online.
968
00:40:49,000 --> 00:40:51,000
We broadcast, so we would love for you to check it out.
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00:40:51,000 --> 00:40:53,000
It's at
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BridgeFBG.com.
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00:40:55,000 --> 00:40:57,000
BridgeFBG.com.
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00:40:57,000 --> 00:40:59,000
BridgeFBG.com.
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00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:01,000
You can find, even on the front page,
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00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:03,000
if you'll scroll down,
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00:41:03,000 --> 00:41:05,000
you'll see the services and you can watch our services there.
976
00:41:05,000 --> 00:41:07,000
We're also on YouTube
977
00:41:07,000 --> 00:41:09,000
and you can find us at
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00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:11,000
Bridge Church, Fredericksburg, Texas.
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00:41:11,000 --> 00:41:13,000
If you'll just look it up.
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00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:15,000
There is a Bridge Church, Virginia.
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00:41:15,000 --> 00:41:17,000
Don't go there. It's a different church.
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00:41:17,000 --> 00:41:19,000
Bridge Church, Fredericksburg, Texas.
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00:41:19,000 --> 00:41:21,000
We have a channel there. All of our messages are online.
984
00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:23,000
We even keep the worship on there as well
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00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:25,000
if you want to enjoy that.
986
00:41:25,000 --> 00:41:27,000
Or you can go always fast forward right to
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00:41:27,000 --> 00:41:29,000
the message.
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So, no perfect people allowed.
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That's the series we're doing.
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We're going to be talking about that and that night together on the program.
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So, we love you. Have an amazing
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day and an amazing
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week on purpose.
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Keep your buckets filled and go out there
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00:41:43,000 --> 00:41:45,000
and leak life and make beautiful
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00:41:45,000 --> 00:41:47,000
messes where you go.
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God bless.